God Proves Herself (Part I)

through the fallibility of her children

mo­ses sim­ply mis­heard הַשֵּׁם (hebrew: ‘hashem’, en: ‘the name’) while under stress, hunger & fa­tigue.

exo­dus 3:14:

וַיֹּ֤אמֶר אֱלֹהִים֙ אֶל־מֹשֶׁ֔ה אֶֽהְיֶ֖ה אֲשֶׁ֣ר אֶֽהְיֶ֑ה וַיֹּ֗אמֶר כֹּ֤ה תֹאמַר֙ לִבְנֵ֣י
יִשְׂרָאֵ֔ל אֶֽהְיֶ֖ה שְׁלָחַ֥נִי אֲלֵיכֶֽם׃

mean­ing:
and god said to mo­se, «ehyeh-asher-ehyeh, ..»
[amend] ‘modern’ trans­lation is «i am that i am», con­tin­u­ing:
«thus shall you say to the is­raelites, ehyeh sent me to you.»

mo­se saw her too, i think. when i met her in jun, 2025, i received a very similiar «i am who you think i am», but the next sentence from exodus is odd and doesn’t make any sense. it seems as if her real name sounds like ‘i am’ in heb­rew? and that מֹשֶׁה/mo­se, a heb­rew speak­er, might just missed her, not to be spoken out loud (unless you know what you’re doing) name:
ehyeh ⇨ íːvə (in IPA, which is the name i got from her, or YaH­WeH).

so from my perspective, mo­se not just proved her ex­is­tence so au­then­tic fal­li­ble, but him­self as be­ing a true prophet as well as the תָּנָ״ךְ (tanakh)^? be­ing true (in this regard). he was there. on that mountain. with her.

[amend, prs.] and i love him almost like i love her. she has the greatest humor anyway, but he put such a great slapstick in. ❤️
them both make me a strong believer. i am not sure, if i am jewish, but i couldn’t care less, when she celebrates pessach with me and i am with her at the end of the week, when my apartment is without electric power for almost 25 hours. or when i hear her sing along with the 5th adhan in downtown marrakech. or when she sent yeshua as an invitation for the non-yahedut, stating that we all are christians, meaning his ‘crew’. so the jewish as chosen ones anyway, being a subset, so to say.

[amend] i hold it possible that she’s d’accord with (some of) us, saying her name?

her name doesn’t mean ‘jealous’, but ‘zealous’ by the way. or passion/love, the two sides of that most important coin: هوى (ara­bic h.w.y) roots here. where هوايا (arabic hawaya) de­rives from?¹ i put more detail on my website, which you’ll find under about.

#TBC

1. knohl, i. (2019). YHWH: the orig­i­nal ara­bic mean­ing of the name. thetorah.com